This is Trevor’s unique story of a man who had dealings with God in his childhood and became angry when his serious prayers for a healing of hïs mother’s mental illness went unanswered. Although he believed God was real and had been given a miracle to prove it, he totally rejected God when He would not work a miracle for his mum.

He lived for several decades, always subduing thoughts of God, making many mistakes and accumulating some real regrets, before Our Lady, Mary, the mother of Jesus, influenced Trevor to visit a little village in Bosnia named Medjugorje. When Trevor arrived there God inserted Himself back into Trevor’s life with some awesome, powerful spiritual experiences which set him on the path of helping others.

What God wanted Trevor to do was shown to him by God and Our Lady, using hints and clues which took the forms of special dreams, goosebumps and periods of exquisite pleasure or ecstasies. This is a fascinating read about God working with a very fallible man.